things to look forward to as a female

menopause!!! possibly one of the most dreaded thing for a female... average age 49-51 in the western world.. asian/far-eastern where i come from i dunoo.. similar age possibly...

pre-menopause = hot flushes irregular menses bla bla bla...

menopause = no menses (save £$ from buying ur tampons/sanitary pads)

post-menopause = u become sick and sakit sakit... u get osteoporosis... u get heart problems.. u become very moody.. u don't sleep well and tend to sleep at awkward times... and u get depressed..

sigh.. isn't that a great thing awaiting us younger females?!!!

anyway... menopause... why do we become menopausal.. God knows...

God wise.. i think its because ia inda mau menyusah the ladies when they are old.. so that the children have someone looking after them as they grow...

Scientific wise.. they never knw do they.. its always speculations.. and theories... what are to prove them right or wrong?

hmm.. i had something else to say earlier.. but i'v forgotten... as you can probably tell, this was an impromptu blogging...

im off to camp later tonight for the weekend.. im gonna be parading.. marching along to music... =) iv polished my shoes, and they wont go any shinier =( my hand (right) is kamah and dirty and stained from the DARK TAN polish that i used!!!

called my parents last night (friday brunei time).. mom was driving didn't want to talk to me. dad had his phone swicthed off (as always)... called nazim.. nini said breakfast was her priority. hannah berulah inda mau cakap... so ended up talking to kaka neza =) great talking to her.. she always always has updates to tell and share =) and ended up talking to fauzia!!! lama sudah inda bercerita with her... and its been a long time since we wrote letters to each other!!!

i have my afternoon session soon... friday afternoon.. what i really want is to be free!!! not to stay in hospital for a 'must attend' session!!! dududud... laters ya'll!!!